8 June 1991

Krister amar chelera, Jishu pronam!

Ajke amar jonno ekta anonder din karon ajker ei dine 23 bochor age ami obishikto hoiechilam Milan cathedrale. Amar ontore ki ache eto bochor poreo? Ta holo onek kritoggota ache karon ojoggo o papi holeo, Isshor amake ahobban korechen. Ebong onek kritoggota o dhonnobad ache tar shokol upohar o danero jonno je tini amake diechen amar jajokio jiboner moddhe. Gunteo pari na koto upahar peiechi. Eigular moddhe ekta ache je beshi mulloban, sheta holo…St. Philip’s poribar. Amar jonno tomra prottekjon ekta aschorjo upohar. Ebong tomader songhe jibon-japon korte korte ami onek kichu shikte perechi. Amar jonno ar ekta boro upohar holo Bangladesh. Bangladesh amake onek bodol koreche. Ami ei obiggota korar pore agher moto ar nei. Manusher jibon shohobaghita korte korte ekhane ami beshi bujte perechi amar ahobban mane ki.  

Kintu ajke ami amar shommondhe beshi kotha bolte ciai na. Ahobbaner uporeo ekta kotha bolte ciai. Ami lokkho korlam je shadaronoto tomra SSC o HSC porikkar pore Isshorer ahobbaner jonno ar kono cinta koro na. Jekono jubok tomader boioshe porikolpona kore nijer jiboner jonno. Kemon hote pare tar bobhisshot tai nijer mone mone shopno dekhe o kolpona kore takhe.

Ebong se asha kore je tar jibon shundor hobe. Kintu shadaronoto shob ei porikolponar moddhe Jisur jonno jaega nei. Keno? Bibhinno uttor ache ei proshnor jonno kintu ekhane shob kichu bola shombob noe. Tobuo ekta dharona ache amar mone je shohobaghita korte ciai tomader shonghe.

Dekte perecho upore chobiti? Kemon laghe? Ekjon sister amar obisheker jonno ei chobiti art korechilen ja ami bebohar korlam ordination carder jonno. Chobir moddhe ki ki ache? Bibhinno jinish ache je jajokio ahobban bojae. Ache pritibi o Dikkasnaner pani karon Jishu ei daitto diechen: “Tomra ghie shokol jatir…dikkasnato koro” (Moti 28, 19-20). Aro juboker hate ache jal shoron korar jonno oi kotha je Jishu Pitorke bolechen: “Ekhon teke manush dhorbe tumi!” (Luk 5, 10). Aro ache ruti o panpattro, shesh bojer kothar jonno: “Nao, e amar deho…e amar rokto…” (Mark 14, 22-23). Kintu chobir kendro kothae? Ami mone kori je kendro takteche Jisur o juboker drishtir moddhe, karon shekanei ache shob kichu. Ache juboker gonistota Jishur shonghe, ache bhalobhasha, ache ahobban. Mone rakho: ahobban ashe Jishur shate ekta shomporko o bondutto moddho theke. Eta na takle ahobbano takte pare na. Tahole, jodi tomra chao je tomader jibon shundor o aschorjo hobe oi shomporker moddhe thako. Ami eirokom obiggota kori je koto gobhir Jishur bhalobhasha, koto bisshosto tar bondutto. Jishu tomakeo ahobban korteche. Kar jonno dite chao tomar jibon? Ki lokkho nie? Tomra amake bisshash koro: Jishur moto shundor o bhalo ar kichu nei. Ami amar jibone mattro ekta jinis korlam ja shottii genir moto. Sheta holo Jishuke onushoron kora. Ami papi kintu tarii. Er jonno ajkeo ami kubh kushi.

Jishur preme takho shobai.

fr. Fabrizio